- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- VINTAGE
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
- happiness
Emotional Listening to: A Perfect Circle ~ Weak and Powerless
Yes, I know I should be sleeping, but as it turns out I have a lot of things to do, all of which I'm stalling on by typing up this entry. Today (well, yesterday) was sad. =/ It started last night; I told Ginno how Sumo (our dog) had bitten Tiger (our cat), and how Tiger had this large open wound on her leg, and mum and dad didn't want to take her to the vet because she's not really 'ours'. Then Ginno told me about how Hiro, his best friend, was leaving for Japan in a few days for good. After that I just got all sad. =/ We're not close or anything (we just met last Saturday) but I still feel bad about it. I hate goodbyes like that, and the idea of having to leave everything behind so suddenly. Maybe it's the idea of someone leaving.. or the fact that I won't have the chance to get to know Hiro at all.. The urge to cry over it is so strong, even though we're not close at all! I'm so weird.. I'm so weird. And I'm still sad.
I nearly missed my final exam for PE this morning. I TOTALLY forgot that I had PE. Luckily I was still able to take the exam, even though I got to school late. The rest of the day was bogged down by the thought of Hiro leaving. =/ Gaah. Rob even called to check if I was ok, which I told him I would be. I lightened up a bit while eating with some blockmates; we made silly jokes about being members of our respective Mafias and stuff. Ginno called during my Socio class and we talked about Hiro's leaving for a while.. I continued to text him throughout the day. I ended up drawing green stars all over my right ankle while texting him during my Philippine History class. X3 I once drew wings on both of my ankles because I was bored.
A little towards my toes are hearts. I stopped after eight because I decided that stars would look better.
I still have some stuff to do; I've to make a summary of a report I made in Socio, prepare an outline for a mock job interview for English (which is my final exam for English) and ready some clothes for the mock job interview (must be business attire). I'm horrible at picking out clothes.
