- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- VINTAGE
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
- happiness
Congrats to all those who passed the ACET, especially Kari, and the A guys as well. :D
Friday I went on a sleepover with my friends, namely Gela, Cai and Racine. Twas fun. :D I met up with them a bit late tho, since I got home at around 6pm, and left with them at around 6:30. We watched The O.C, and used the net for a while, before we transferred upstairs. I had fun eating Gela's Mom's Vanishing Oatmeal Raisin cookies. X3 We watched My Fair Lady, or at least part of it, while vanity-izing, and me getting all huggy with them. At around 1:30 or so, we fell asleep.
Saturday, Gela, Racine, and Maku went with me (or rather I went with them) to Glorietta, where I met up with HOL for an EB. :D I actually wasn't able to go, since it was really a last minute request, but somehow I was able to pull it off. I was late by... 2 hours, but ah well. XD Better late than never, I suppose. The whole time we were together, all we did was talk, and take pictures. XD Yeah. At 7:30 I left with Gela, and they dropped me off at Shangrila where I met up with my parents. At Shang, we watched RJ Jacinto (teh dude from the radio station RJ 100) perform oldies songs. :D I think I would have had more fun if I wasn't dizzy from all the cigarette smoke. >_< Mom and Dad danced, while I played Jeth's PSP. Halfway through the show, we left for home.
Today, I went to Greenhills with my family. We went to Mass, then ate at Grilla, then Mom and I went shopping. She bought me a pair of black stretchy capris; ones that were really loose. I have no other way of describing it. XD They're really nice tho, but they're really figure hugging. XP Nyar.
About the title. Well. Ever since the release of this years ACET results, I've been thinking about Ateneo. Don't worry, I'm over the whole Ateneo thing. It's just that the idea of transferring was brought up again. I've been giving it a bit of thought. Right now I'm pretty fine with UST. Asian Studies isn't that hard, at least, not now. It's not that recognized, and lots of people think that I'm going to be an ambassador when I graduate. XP (Which is a misconception of my course.) I have been thinking of my future. When people ask me what my course is and ask what I want to be after I graduate, I give a lot of really weird answers. =/ I mean, I give them answers for the sake of answering the question. But in reality, I actually don't know what I want to be after I graduate. It's frustrating to think that I don't have some sort of goal or dream that I want to fulfill. I don't even have a dream course or a dream school. (I believe I deemed Ateneo as my dream school solely because my parents wanted me to go there.) No, I'm not emo. It's just.. frustrating. It's like the question, "What is the purpose of life?" but on a smaller scale. I'll admit, I'm not doing the best I can do regarding my studies. I don't have any motivation. I mean, what will it be for? Why do I have to work hard now? It's not like I have something that I want in the future. I don't like thinking like that, but right now that's how I feel.
When I watch Discovery, I like seeing the short interviews about people who 'found themselves' after a defining moment in their lives where everything was made clear to them. Everything made sense. It's like finding the missing part of your life; the aimlessness of everything suddenly points to something. One moment wherein you realize what you want for your life; what you want to do with your life, and decide to do everything possible to make that happen.
