- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
I guess I had a bad day today. I really don't want to talk about it, so let's just say I had a bad day. Things just came crashing down on me... I finished some of them, but not all.. like that stupid ass music project. I hate it when she doensn't announce when we're to pass her projects!! Just because we always miss her class, doesn't mean that we're going to read her damned mind..
Anyway, tomorrow is a holiday; Hari Raya I think.. but our retreat is tomorrow, so we're going to go to school anyway. I'm not so excited.. I'm not really in the mood to 'open up', cry and stuff like that.. I hope I'm just in a bad mood. I don't want to end up ruining everyone else's retreat just because I feel like a pathetic bitch.I hate it when I feel like this..
It's during times like these I realize I need a punching bag...
Ack. I got my report card for the Second Quarter on saturday, and my grades in about six subjects went down. @_@ My grade in Trigonometry is 76. ;_;
And now, my internet connection has failed. Again. -_-;; So as I'm typing this, I have no internet connection. My mom says that I'm relying too much on technology, which is true, but we're paying to get internet service. And so, we're paying for a service that isn't even working! That's not right! If she has to send an important e-mail and the internet fails her, what would she do? She gets pissed off just as I do, doesn't she? To put it bluntly, I live on the internet. n_n;; I know it's not good, but it's true. I don't watch TV because of this bad habit I have (I tend to faze out when I'm watching TV... and when someone talks to me, I don't notice... it's completely rude, and completely embarrassing) and I don't talk on the phone. Well, we don't have a phone. -_-;; I have a cell phone, but calling on a cell phone is impractical because it's expensive. Text on the other hand isn't very reliable, and as most of my friends text a lot, they're usually out of load. As for me, I don't know why I don't text. n_n;; Technology is supposed to be reliable! That's why a lot of people say that technology is the future! Sure, we shouldn't go as far as 'The Matrix', but I probably won't be alive then! 0_o
You know, I can't believe that I'm getting this worked up about a stupid internet connection... I just hate it when things don't work, even if I'm good at compromising.
I actually understood our lesson in Chem today!! XD I'm so proud of myself! We had Mass to Volume conversion in our Stoichiometry chapter. Maybe I should pay more attention in class. *wink*
I stayed up all night just reading an online comic titled "RPG World". :D It's funny, taking up all the stupid things in RPGs like repetitive battles and stupid heros. Lol. Most of the puns were rips from the FF series. :P The thing is, the comic has been up for three years, so I read three years worth of comics. 0_o Hekhek, bad for the eyes... @_@ But once I started the story, I figured it would be too much a hassle to stop then and begin again tomorrow.
Oh yeah... I saw Racine's date to the Prom!! :P He's got a nice smile. Plus he's megane. Lucky Racine. :P Speaking of the prom, now my dad wants me to have a date. >< It's not like I don't want a date, it's just that I'm not sure if I'll like my date. I mean, a bad date can ruin a prom.. Of course, me, being me, I'm expecting too much of the prom. Ergh.. *mumble stupid prom mumble mumble*
Read Kari's post about living without internet.. I wish I could say the same, that not being able to live with out internet is kinda stupid [which it is] but internet is my only connection to the outside world, aside from my cellphone. Well, at least I think so.. After all, the only way I get to 'talk' to my friends when not at school is through chat, which technically isn't even talk. Thinking about it makes me feel lonely... Yeah, I'm lonely..
Gawd. How can one enjoy solitude but feel lonely at the same time?
I feel like my stupid internet connecetion; stupid, and always disconnected.