- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
Waaaah!! Listening to: The various sounds of the Internet Cafe
I never thought this would happen, but my computer died! :( A virus attacked and killed it!! So now I'm in an internet cafe.. *sigh* My brother is fixing it now, and he says it's awful. And I'm much pissed because everyone says it's my fault. My family has blamed me for putting the computer into a coma. But honestly, I haven't downloaded anything! >< Annoying hackers! Annoying virus!! Annoying spyware and pop-ups! DIE! DIE DIE DIE!!! ><
I hope my brother can fix the computer without losing all my stuff.
Home Sweet Home Listening to: Fiona Apple ~ Across the Universe
After roughly 24 hours in the air, I'm back home, sitting in front of my spy-ware ladden PC. *sigh* Will format later. Anyway, the flight back from Honolulu was horribly tiring. We were delayed an hour, because the plane wouldn't fly. O_o After 7 hours, we arrived in Narita Airport. We saw former president Ramos there. =P I wanted to stay longer there, but nay, we had to go home. I missed it much.
On to spy-ware... I hate the horrid things. Trojans, key-loggers, hackers. Gah. I'd chop their hands off at the chance. *chop chop chop* XD
We went to the Arizona Memorial a few days ago. It was really depressing there. Before we actually went to the memorial, they showed us this video clip/short documentary about the attack on Pearl Harbor. It was so sad to watch. I can't imagine getting caught in the middle of an attack like that. The thought scares me.
Recently I went to Borders! Borders is a bookstore here, and it's paradise. Soo many good books to read, and they don't mind if you get a book and plop yourself down on the floor somewhere. I could stay there for a day and be happy. *daydreams*
I'm coming home on wednesday. I have a lot to catch up on.
Post in the Air Listening to: The wind in the trees...
I wrote this while I was flying to Hawaii:
My last day in Virginia was pretty boring until Vanessa came home from VTech. We talked mostly about buying Jeth's car. Tee hee. After a while, Patrick, one of Jeth's first friends when he got to Virginia, came over. While he and Jeth were looking at pics he took, Maelle and I were in Vanessa's room, messing around with her uniform hats and canteens. We had so much fun! Patrick ended up stayin for dinner, and after dinner we went out to Baskin Robbins to buy ice cream. Vanessa drove Jeth's car, which was manual, and it's probably by the grace of God that I'm still alive today. Jeth and Patrick, the "Stick Masters", were supposed to teach her how to drive manual. When we finally got to Baskin Robbins, we each got lots of ice cream. Yum. =) Surprisingly, Maelle finished hers last. :O We got a gallon of gas, then we ran an errand for my aunt. We were supposed to just buy dishwashing liquid, but we ended up staying there for a while. Vanessa, Maelle and I were just staring at all the facial products there were. O_o When Jeth finally called us to find out where we were, I expected them to be in the electronics section or something, but lo and behold, they were in the candy section. XD
Jeth drove us home from there. It was a pretty smooth ride. We watched American Idol while Jeth fixed Maelle's computer. Jeth left his computer to her. *pout* Oh well. We played cards afterwards. Texas Holdem, Egyptian Poker.. well, I forgot the names. Patrick left at about 10pm. I wonder if he'll visit us in the Philippines.
At the airport today I tried to convince Uncle Ernie to visit us in December. I threatened to spam his e-mail if he didn't. XD
Well, I'm off to Honolulu. I wonder if Chloe still remembers me.. *shudder*
Coming Home Listening to: Opening of Roswell ~ Dido
It didn’t work out. Jeth’s coming home with us. It was a big, expensive gamble, and we didn’t win. So, he’s coming home with us now. He’s leaving his computer to Maelle, but he’s taking the monitor, the hard disk and the DVD writer. I really don’t know how to react. My dad keeps on asking me for my reaction, and I seriously don’t have one. All I have is the anxiety that the same thing can happen to me.
I'm really homesick. I miss my friends. I miss my room. I miss my internet connection. I miss Photoshop. ;O;
Today we went to watch a movie. We got there early tho, so I was able to go to a comic shop! I bought the first manga of Gravitation. :P At the theater, my parents and my brother watched Troy, while Maelle and I watched Mean Girls. It was pretty funny. Our movie ended an hour before Troy did, (we even started before they did) so we had to get picked up early. After that, I hung out with Maelle's neighbors. They had a bonfire, and it was pretty cool, considering bonfires I'm familiar with usually has my dad burning a grass field near our house. :O Anyway, we had smores and watched them play Mortal Kombat 3. SNES. Hmmm.
We leave for Hawaii next week, May 19th. Then we go back to the Philippines probably on May 26th-28th, and before I go back to school, we're going to Iriga! O_o Still a lot of travelling in store for me..
May God have Mercy on Us.. Listening to: Recess ~ Disney Channel
We're going to an amusement park! Yey.
Not much has been happening.. Just driving around and stuff, trying not to buy stuff. I'm really worried about my future. I don't know anything about what I want! >< College, course, job.. I have no idea. Part of me just wants to do what would make my parents happy. Part of me wants to be me. Part of me wants to join the NROTC. Part of me wants to stay in the Philippines, and part of me wants to go to the US. Even with these options, I have no idea what I want.. Ergh, so many things bothering meeee.
Then, there's the Presidential Elections in the Philippines. O God, please help our country.
And, there's the War in Iraq. I believe in the cause, but it's so hard because moral is low... and I know people who are there, right now. The Iraqi prisoner torture, the ambushes..
It's just so SCREWED!! I hate how everything seems to be so damned screwed. I hate how ass presidents are elected, how people die over stupid beliefs, how evil always seems to get back at the good. It's so horrible, it makes me angry and sad at the same time.