- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
Watching it Crash Listening to: A Perfect Circle ~ A Stranger
I haven't been able to blog decently for a long while now. I never got to post about my trip to Boracay, nor my new glasses. I didn't get to post about my sem break, or the things I've been going through lately.
A quick rundown:
-I got new frames. -I went to Bora. -I've 3 pairs of flats. -Mum's PC went *boom* -Mum bought a new PC
Well yeah, the Bora thing is the most eventful. :p
I went to Bora from the 31st til the 2nd. It was really nice, even if it was a relatively short vacation of sorts. I took 550+ shots in 3 days. No, I won't post them all, but I'll post a select few like what I did for my Cebu trip. But I'll save that for later. I've to blog about other stuff first.
I've got myself a new pair of frames.
I hadn't planned it all; we just went to Ideal Vision in Ever to get mom's glasses fixed, and she asked me if I wanted new frames. At first I eyed a pair of pink ones, but once I saw the orange frames.. XD So she got them for me. o: The recent thing for orange I've had lately is a result of wanting an orange lightsabre. XD Which led to me wanting to watch the whole Star Wars series, and the obsession for orange.
When we got back from Bora, Mum's PC wouldn't turn on. It was really annoying, because mum was trying to threaten us by saying that we wouldn't be able to use the net unless we fixed her PC. The thing was, her PC at the time had broken down in the same fashion so many times already, so we had deemed it unfixable. Finally mum gave in to the hassles that not having her PC brought, and so she bought a new PC. It was irritating, to say the least; mum had been complaining before that we didn't have a lot of cash and stuff, that buying a new PC would be a waste of money and stuff, then when I got home, I saw a fully beefed up PC in the study room, complete with a 19" flat LCD widescreen monitor. I got internet back with that, so whatever.
I've been fighting with my mom for the past three days. I haven't talked to her, nor seen her since Sunday, and honestly I don't want to see/talk to her for a while. For once, I don't want to be understanding; I'm sick of how she always puts me down, and how she always makes me feel like I'm useless. It all started on Sunday. We went to Shangri-la. She bought movie tickets for all of us, but I wasn't going to watch. She got mad at me, and started nagging me that I had to repay her and stuff. I told her she could just get it from my allowance. Kinda annoyed, I said that I needed to go to National Bookstore, so I asked my mom for my allowance so I could buy the stuff I needed for school. When I ask, my mom says that she's not giving me anything, because it's not like I do anything around the house. Short pause. This was the nth time she had told me that during the week. I was pretty angry at this point, but I wanted to explain that I needed the money for school supplies, and books. I really needed the money. Then my brother butts in and says "I thought you needed to go to National Bookstore?" in a 'what-the-hell-are-you-still-doing-here?' tone. Damn it. "Well fine, if you want me gone that bad!"
This is ALWAYS how it goes. Mom accuses me of doing nothing to help in the house. I get angry; I do a lot around the house! Then she doesn't give me my allowance. But for Jeth she barely ever does that. He doesn't do squat around the house, but she never tells him off for it. She even refunds everything that he spends for. She reimburses nearly every peso he spends because he's so spoiled. She complains that my brother has a crap attitude; it's because she baby-s him so much! And to help him with is low-esteem, she puts me down to pull him up. I'm really, really sick of it. Why does she have to treat me so differently?
Besides that, school is a pain.. I have to be at school every Saturday from 1-4 starting this Saturday for NSTP. This'll be until late December. It seriously is ruining all my plans and is effectively stressing me out.
There are a lot more, actually. But I guess recounting them all would just be too tedious and time consuming at the moment. It might possibly even make me feel worse. I hope today is a better day.