No need to post about the last week; it was basically hell. *shrug*
I'm really determined to become a Dean's Lister this semester. I can feel the drive, but I don't see it that much. I hope I can exert more effort into this. Another thing I have to get done is FINALLY reaching level 40 in RF. I've been stuck at lvl 39 since forever. ~_~
I had a bad dream last night. It was like two bad dreams, actually. I didn't get any decent sleep because of that. XP First dream, I was in a building, with a few people. Those I recognized were Ags, Cai, Lilia, Maru, and Maku. Weird lineup. We were being chased by a killer. Eventually I got separated from the others, and the killer was going after me. I ran, and the building turned into a huge hospital. When he couldn't find me, or the others, he'd randomly run into rooms, killing the patient there. I ran into a ward with dozens of beds, and I hid there while he passed through. I was trembling. He soon left. I ran out, and ran into another room. He was there, and he had just killed someone else. I backed out of the room, and ran for the flight of stairs. I jumped down the stairs in huge bounds, jumping over the railings. I hurt my legs. I was soon at the ground floor of the building. The door wouldn't open. I slammed my fists against it, my desperation echoing in the stairwell. The though of him suddenly appearing behind me terrified me. Then the door opened. I saw my family. I screamed that there was a killer after me. They looked at me and calmly said that he only killed at night. I looked up, and the sun was out. Suddenly calm, we found a huge elevator at the side fo the building. We rode it up to the top floor. It was raining at the top. I went out with my family, then I turned around, and noticed that there was a passageway on the other side of the elevator. I ran back, and jumped into it.
Second dream. I was in an abandoned car parking complex. I was in a military unit of some sort. Maku was there. I had a mag of bullets strapped onto my arm. I was holding the hand of a little girl beside me. Suddenly, a hoard of zombies came out. We were quickly overrun. I reached for my gun, but I didn't have one. Maku told me to get the little girl out of there. I ran to the end, and there was the ocean. There was a boat, with women and children on it. I jumped off the ledge (we were on the second floor) and landed in the water. I put her into the boat, then went back up, climbing to the second floor by the wall. Zombies everywhere. They chased me. I ran along the edge, because they were on the bottom floor, waiting for me to fall. I jumped into the water, but the boat was gone. I found a jetski, and rode it away. I found little covered rafts with people on it. They were partying; in bikinis, holding margaritas and stuff. I yelled that there were zombies. They laughed at me. I went back to the building. Suddenly, the water started to drain. The zombies came out after everyone. Chaos. I hid in one of the cubicles. I found a girl there, with a knife. I told her to kill me. She looked stunned. I grabbed the knife and stabbed myself in the chest. I collapsed against the bamboo wall. My hands became cold, and grew stiff. I couldn't move. I became dizzy. Breathing became hard. "So this is what it's like to die." I closed my eyes. I awoke in a London-like alleyway. The road was of cobblestone, and the walls were made of brick. It was raining, and everything was grey. In front of me, two men were declogging a sewage drain. I watched. Then a flash of flesh. A woman's torso floated to the top of the murky water. The men continued ramming it down, as if it were trash. Then it was gone.
I woke up.
You are The Moon
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.
The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.
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