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JE ME SUIS

Name: Ria
B-day: September 5, 1988
Location: QC, Philippines
DevArt: nayomi-chan
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WISHFUL

- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- VINTAGE
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE
- an underwater camera
 - cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
- happiness


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Sunday, October 02, 2005
Hiding from Everything
Listening to: DLed ZoE Songs

I feel really drained right now. Not physically though.

Thursday my group in PE agreed to practice our Folk Dance. As the leader, I tried to rally them up, but we ended up scattered all over the campus. By the time I met up with some of my other groupmates, the rest had gone home. Frustrated, I told them that our next practice would be on Saturday.

Friday, instead of watching Kabog with Coco, RJ, Joseph and Jumbo, I went home early. When I got home and went OL, Mike and Allen played a prank on me. That didn't really bother me, since I wasn't the only one they were playing the prank on. Plus it wasn't a damaging prank either. Then a bunch of my guildmates and I conf-ed and some things happened which involved me becoming very upset. Then I just snapped. I logged out on them and I haven't talked to any of them since.

Oo. Uto-uto ako. I get it. I must seem very shallow to them, getting angry over something like that. Usually I would just brush it off, but it's reached the point where so many things have stacked up and pushed me off the edge. Friday was the pinnacle of my tolerance.

I'm just really tired of a lot of things. I'm tired of stupid people at school. Come to class and stop complaining. I'm tired of inconsiderate people, especially at home. I'm tired of people demanding my attention. I'm tired of being the butt of the joke. I don't care if I sound selfish. I'm really, really tired.

Ever since Friday I've been out of it. Sobrang... wala. I just sit down or lie down tapos... wala. It's like I've exhausted all my emotional reserves, and I'm just running on the fact that I had Pizza Hut for lunch. If one more thing happens, I feel like I'll burst into tears. So I'm hiding, invisible, until I'm stable again.

I miss my girls. If one thing is for certain, it would be that the mere sight of them would cheer me up.

What a drag..


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