Listening to: LoM OST
I DLed the LoM OST! *heart heart heart*
I'm too lazy to post about my Tagaytay trip. XD I've got a lot of pics tho, so be ready. XD
Later I'm going to enroll, then I'm going to the ROSE Bash at Glorietta 4, Dolphin Park. :D I'll post all of that at once I guess. Till then~! (Yet again!)
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Thursday, October 27, 2005
Listening to: ~
Well, I'm off to Tagaytay in a few hours. Geez, I should be sleeping, but nooooo. =/ How typical. I had four slices of bread for dinner. XD There is something wrong with me! XD No, I'm not on a diet. I'm the last person to go on a diet. I've just been having a craving for bread lately. o_o
So anyway. I forgot to post about when I had to catch and bird with a laundry basket. XD A few days ago after using the PC, I went up the study room stairs and started walking towards my mom's room. On the couch in front of her door, I saw a Sparrow. And I was like. "...@_@ There's a Sparrow in the house!" And as I said this aloud, it started to fly around. It finally flew into the Guest room, where I closed the door and tried to catch it with a laundry basket. XD Jeth shot a video of me and my attempts, but I'm not going to post that here. =p Eventually I was able to herd it out of the window.
Crap. I should sleep now. =_=
I'll be back with pictures and stories to tell! :D Til then~
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Listening to: Fan
*yawn*
How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
You Are Changing Leaves
Blogthings is evil. XD
Today I went to school to enroll. I got my clearance form, where I found out that I passed all my subjects (YAY!) but I don't know my grades (Aw). Our block has already lost five people. Jumbo being one of them. As much as I like Jumbo as a friend and though I really wanted him to stay with us, I wasn't very sympathetic. I was actually quite annoyed. =/ Your grades are your responsibility.. even if I'm into games as much as Jumbo is, I don't let myself fail, nor do I cut class to play. If he really wanted to stay with us, he should have worked harder. It seems mean to say that, but in a way it's true. I'm just really disappointed. :(
At 11 we went to meet up with Ags, so we could enroll with the help of her grandmother. When we got to the Gym, the line was soooooooo long! @_@ It turned out that the encoding PCs were down, so they rescheduled the enrolment to the 29th and the 5th. So after that I went to Arena PC Cafe in Dapitan, where I met up with Chino. I GOT TO PLAY RF. XD And Joseph got an SP account too. He even called Chino 'Mana from Heaven' and all this other weird whatnot. XD So I played RF for 4 hours straight, from 12:30pm to 4:30pm, and I was able to get myself to lvl 9. Well, at least I'm not lvl 1 anymore. After that Joseph and I took the FX home.
Ever since I got home I've head this mild headache. ~_~ So I've been groggy all evening. Thus, zombiefied. *groan*
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Monday, October 24, 2005
Listening to: Crickets
I miss taking quizzes. XDYour Hidden Talent 
Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.Your Hair Should Be Orange 
Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.
You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.
I can't imagine myself with orange hair. O_o
Happy Birthday to DAD! You're 53! XD
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Listening to: Dido ~ Life for Rent
I will change my layout when I don't feel like total crap, lol. XP
Ok so.. I'm sick. It's official. n_n; Sneezing, stuffy nose, weird feeling in the ears, dry cough, sore throat.. Crappy. It's probably because I've been pulling Vampire Modes for a week now. I've been sleeping at like... 3am then waking up at 10. Technically it's the same number of hours spent sleeping but. =/ I hope I get better soon. Lol.
Oh yeah, just so you guys know... I'm not going to Singapore anymore. n_n; My parents are soo indecisive. Something happened with the booking of the flights and the reservation of rooms, so they decided against going. They're planning on going to Tagaytay instead. Let's see if that pushes through. XD
Let's see.
Friday I went to a pre Wedding party. It was... boring. XD There was no one my age in sight. So I ate. And uh.. messed around with my camera. And played Jeth's PSP again. I FOUND ROTO'S SWORD. Yay. I've been looking for that sword ever since I was 5 years old. XD Theeeeeeen, in an attempt to get some moolah for a new video card, Mom tried to bribe my by offering to pay me 50 pesos for each song I sang on the Karaoke. Blackmaaaaail! D: I managed to sing one song though. Jeth sang three, but all his scores were below 50. o_o His lowest score was a 12. O_O I didn't know MagicSing could be so brutal. XD Then I spent the rest of the night trying to get through to my aunt's autistic son. He's 23, yet he's so naive and innocent. When he talks, I can only catch a few words that are recognizable. Everything else is gibberish. =/ I wonder what his world is like.
Saturday I went to the KOMIKON! :D I planned to wake up at 8, which I did because of my handy dandy alarm clock. But I went back to sleep. XD Then I woke up at 9 because Mike called. I ended up leaving the house at around 11 because Jeth went to the Gym. I got to the Bahay ng Alumni, then I made my way to the RF Booth, where I met up with Mike, Joshness, Ryan, and Leng. I found out that Allen wasn't going to go, and that they were still looking for Chino. So I looked around a bit, and I saw a group of guys. I went up to them and asked if they were from the RF Boards, and lo and behold, they were! :D Funny enough, Chino was among them. So was Xadie! XD After a while Mike and Joshness left. I registered for the RF trial play thingie (because as we all know RF doesn't run on my PC T_T) and while waiting I hung out with the RF Boards people. I met with a looooooot of people. :D At around 12 Leng, Ryan, Xadie and I left to buy lunch at Philcoa. We went to Jollibee, where we left Ryan, and the rest of us took a jeep back to UP. We got off at the Oblation, and walked back to the Bahay ng Alumni. When we got back I met Kim Chua, one of the candidates for the ROSE It Girl contest. :P I also found out that someone stole Chino's camera. D: After that I got to try RF. <3 Bitin, uber. But it was still fun. I got a poster afterwards. :D After that I walked around a bit, then messed around with the RF Boards people. Took some pics as well. :P At 4 Cai arrived, and we walked around. Mike made it back right before I left. Overall the KOMIKON was kinda boring. =/ But it was worth it since I got to meet the RF Boarders. :D Plus I was debriefed on the RF Community by GM Garamond.
After the KOMIKON, I went home, took a shower, and put on my costume. Cai did as well. We picked up Racine at McDo, and made our way to Gela's house. So, onto the costumes. Gela was a Musketeer. Just one. XD Racine was a Hippie, Cai was a psychotic, zombified strawberry, and I was a plumber. COMPLETE WITH WRENCH THANK YOU. XD Lol. It was funny. We didn't do much most of the time, we just messed around. We ate, then we played Minesweeper! XD We're such dorks; we scream and get all excited over Minesweeper. And it was on Beginner mode too! (Now I remember the peom I made about the Smiley Face in Minesweeper. Aaah, the boredom. XD) We watched MTV Massive, tried playing THE HOUSE. We didn't get passed the first room because we were too scared. =)) Then karir mode of the Sims 2. We made a family, and we made chars of ourselves. I made one that really looked like me. Gash. XD Had a midnight snack of instant noodles, water, and banana bread. XD Then Gela and I fell asleep at 3am. Racine slept at around 5. O_o Cai didn't sleep at all daw. @_@ She slept at around 6, then got picked up at around 7. I didn't wake up until 10. XD
So after that I went home. Dad picked me up in our new Toyota Vios. We weren't supposed to buy a new car so soon, but now that the EVAT is coming, my parents decided to but it now to avoid the +tax. So I went home, took a shower, changed, and we went to Shangri-la. But before we went to Shang, we went to UP Church to see if we could get the car blessed. We didn't find a priest tho. So we went on our way to Shang. At Shang, I bought a gift for Dad because it's his birthday...today. o_o We ate at Le Couer, and Jeth was spouting all this crap about eating and stuff, so I pretended to sneeze and I said, "Stop it Jeth! I'm allergic to bullshit!" XD LOL! Pwnd. But then he retaliated by scratching his nose and saying, "If that's the case, then I'm allergic to bizotches!" Fun fun. XD Then I went to Blue Skies where I watched this guy play WoW. Twas nice. :O I then bought blank CDs. As I was leaving Techno Hub, I was surveyed about it. It took a while, but it was ok I guess. :O I even got a free gift afterwards. :D Haha!
Oooooh. I should sleep now.
VAMPIRE MODE : OFF
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Friday, October 21, 2005
Listening to: My Chemical Romance ~ Ghost of You
I saw the music video for Ghost of You; it was quite depressing, but it was still very nice. I heard they spent $500 thousand dollars aka half a million on it though. @_@ That money could have gone to charity or something.. =/
I forgot to post in my last post that I watched Corpse Bride already. =p It was a nice movie; Tim Burton's style will never wear off for me. I wish I could have watched it with my girls tho. =/
Soo.. what did I do today? Well, I woke up late for one. Ate a quick breakfast, shower, then went to Greenhills against my will. XD I went with Mom to return one of the dresses she bought from Sari-Sari store, because it turned out there was a slight defect in it. n_n; After that we went to Tender Bob's for lunch. I tried to convince mom to buy a new Video Card for the PC, but my brother told me to sell my body for new PC parts instead. >_> After that, I borrowed his PSP and played Dragon Warrior until we went home.
The lastest online game I've been raving about is RF Online. I managed to DL the Sneak Peek Client, and I also managed to get myself a Sneak Peek account thru the RolePlay Contest and thru a Conf Quiz. The thing is, RF won't run on mom's PC because, well, mom's PC sucks. I need to upgrade her Video card before I can get RF to run. Now I'm bummed because a decent video card costs around 3k, and I don't have 3k. And if I don't get a video card soon, my efforts to DL the Client and aquire an SP account will all be in vain. >_< Which totally bums me out. I got to try RF for a while on Jeth's PC, because as we all know, his PC is very updated. He even boasted about it saying that his PC must be the most upgraded PC in the Philippines. (Yeah right.) I get annoyed because he has such a nice PC, but he doesn't share it at all. And mom and I have to put up with this crappy PC because he's too lazy to tell us what it needs. He IS the computer wiz in our house, but he doesn't make use of it for anyone but himself. Fine, he's got the knowledge, but what's the use if he doesn't use it? O_o Crap, there are times when my PC doesn't turn on, and I asked him what was wrong with it, and he told me that he was too lazy to find out. WTF? He even disabled the CD-ROM without telling me. >_< So now I don't have a floppy drive AND a CD-ROM drive.
The only reason why he cares about this PC is because it's what connects his to the internet. Of course, when this PC breaks, he blames it on me. It's because he doesn't maintain it, that ass. >_<
Ok, I'm ranting. >_<
He's so immature; I HATE IT. He's 20 for goodness sakes, he should ACT like it for once.
So anyway.. I have to figure out how I'm going to save up money to upgrade Mom's PC.. T_T How sucky. Another thing to add to the suckyness of it all is the fact that I'm getting sick. n_n; I've got a sore throat as I type this, and dry cough to keep it company. XP Bleh.
And before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY COCO! :D Oh wait, Oct. 21st na pala. D: Belated! XP
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Listening to: Over ~ Lindsay Lohan
Oooh! The HOL episode on MTV Massive was showed on Monday! XD Hahaha! Gawd, while I was watching it, I just kept on laughing! XD But the camera angle the shot it from made me look chubyyyyyyyyy. XP But oh well. There's going to be a rerun of it on this Saturday, at 8:30pm. :P
Not much to say really.. XD Haha! I can't believe I was on TV. XD
Then this morning my parents told me we were going to go to Singapore. O_o Well, we were planning on traveling this sem break; first it was Hong Kong, then it became Cebu. Then when I woke up it became Singapore. XD Sooooo. We're going to Singapore on the 26th, then we're coming back on the 28th. :P Just in time for the ROSE Bash. XD
Later Uncle Roger, Al and Crystal are going to stay the night, before they go to Hong Kong. :P
Not much to say.. Uh.. yeah. XD
I should start writing fics again. :P
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Monday, October 17, 2005
Listening to: I've got earphones on, but I'm not listening to anything. O_o
Well. It's 3am and I'm still up. O_o Bleh, what blogging does to me. n_n;;
Finals ended last thursday. As of now, I'm on Sem Break. <3
To those who commented:
RayRay: Thank you. :P School sched is different here from there obviously. While school there starts in September, school starts in June here. :P
Lei: Thanks too! :P I actually think they saw me sleeping, they just didn't do anything about it. o_O Yeah, I'll be catching the interview OL as well. n_n; I'll post if it's uploaded already.
Mezzy: I heard your PC shop is set up already! :D Congratz on that. :P My haircut reminds you of the EB? :O My hair was way longer then. =p
Haree: Magpakalbo ako?! G.I Jane naman ako nun. XD
Blitz: Thanks Blitz. XD I'm freeeee! :D :D :D
Karitots: I've yet to show it to you in person. ;))
Tina: Sem break na! But I won't see you after! T_T
Mike: I said I got a haircut, didn't I? XD Btw, Happy Birthday again! :D
Knives: Haha! Thanks Knives. :P
Maku: *WHACK* PWNd pa rin ako nung nasa taxi tayo.. =))
Wow. Dami. O_o XD
Let me see what I've been doing since my last post.
My Finals weren't that brutal. English was extremely easy, as always. Geog was pretty hard. 20 items identification, essay, then map test. For some reason, Poland came out on the test, even though we never took up Poland. O_o Literature was difficult as expected, but since I studied for it, it wasn't too hard. Math was.. uuh. XD PGC was annoyingly easier than we all expected, and Philo was a killer. X_x Sadly, we all studied PGC instead of Philo, so when Philo came up we were all screwed over. XP Gaaaaah, 9 essay questions about Philosophical Theories! D: All I can do now is hope on my answers on the bonus questions. XP Lastly, Into to Asian was just fine. :P
So that was Monday till Thursday. On Friday I went with my family to SM Fairview. Mom needed some clothes for a wedding we were to attend on Sunday. We ended up buying clothes for me instead. O_o We bought a Peridot green spaghetti dress at a fancy boutique, but since it was on sale it only cost 500php. XD (I've noticed that all my formal dresses always cost very little.. like my Prom dress and my Grad Ball dress as well. n_n; But oh well. Save moolah!) We also bought the cutest pair of shoes ever! (Now when do you hear me say that? O_o) They were strappy, roman sandal style shoes, colored green and orange, with a small pink rose on it. o: Ok, so I suck at describing shoes. XD But don't worry, I'll post a pic of it later on. XD We also got a new mouse for the PC. :D Later that day, I went out with my gals to Eastwood. :D We were supposed to watch Corpse Bride, but it wasn't showing at Eastwood anymore, so we just ate and hung out instead. We ate at Fazzoli's; one pepperoni pizza and a fettucini carbonara. :D I <3 pasta and pizzas. And pies. :D We made so much noise there, but it was fun. We enjoy laughing like French men. XD Rolling on Laughing Floor! XD Hahaha! We also saw a lot of DotA Bois. After eating, we went to Power Station to burn some cash. Then we got some neo prints! So far, they're the best looking we've had taken there. I'm just waiting for Gela to scan them. We walked around a bit, and ended up in McCafe like usual. Lotsa pics as usual. Go to BananaColada if you want to see them. =p (STALKERS! XD) I even made a small story out of the pics I posted. Hahaha! Halatang wala akong magawa. XD We actually went home quite early. I got home at around 10:30 to 11pm. O_o Then I stayed up all night until... 3am, playing RO. XD How typical of me. =p But I got into a small fight with one of my guildmates because I went with someone. =/ It was quite irritating actually. >_< Eeeeeeeeerrgh. That's why sometimes even though I care a lot for them I invi them. n_n;
Saturday we went to Greenhills. I went with Mom to help her find clothes for Sunday. We bought dresses in Sari-Sari store. Yes, dresses. Mom got a little excited and I guess she kinda splurged. O_o Well, at least I can wear the other dress she bought. XD Not a total waste. We were also able to buy her shoes. :D Bad thing is, when we got home we found out that the dress she had bought for Sunday had a defect in it. >_< But anyway, we kidnapped Christine on the way home, and after I cooked rice, we started working on mom's Madonna Bras. =)) You see, we're hosting our family's reunion this Christmas. And mom, being wacky as she is, wants to host a fashion show. Another one. XD But this time it's more prepared for, since there's still more than a month until December. Sooooo. Mom plans on making some of my uncles wear Madonna Bras! So I spent most of the early evening pasting gold.. plastic (O_o) onto cones. Then the rest of the night I spent chatting and vending and playing a bit. I slept at 4am. D: Does anyone see a pattern here?
Today... was Wedding Day! :D I'm not close to the bride though, even if she is my cousin. n_n; My flowery shoes and green dress made me think of myself as a Vine Goddess. Ang feeling no? XD But seriously, that's what I kept telling myself.
Here are the Vine Shoes!
Shoes are cute, my feet and shins are not! D:
Moving on, we went straight to the New World Renaissance Hotel. We were early, so we ordered some drinks while waiting. Jeth and I had shakes while Mom and Dad had coffee. Dad ended up spending 500php+. O_o So after a while the Bride and Groom came, and we went to the Main Ball room. I saw Carlene, and she told me how she was surprised that I knew JC. =p Everything started with a prayer, which was led by Bo Sanchez. I saw him before we all entered, and I knew it was him! XD The program was very simple, but where that was simple, the decor made up for. It was really beautiful. White drapes hung gracefully from the ceiling, and a subdued light illuminated the large room. Colorful flower arrangements accented each table, and a large japanese fan arose from the middle of each arrangement. It was really nice. After the prayer, there were some picture taking, then it was time to eat! The food was really good, though the way in getting food was very tedious. You had to go back and forth many times to get your food. And I ended up being the delivery girl. n_n; There wasn't a large selection, but it was certainly enough. Very yummy. XD There was singing, and speeches, and then the reception was over. O_o We took home some flowers, and we were able to take home one of the Japanese fans! XD Then I took a shower, went online, and now it's 4am and I'm still up. o_o
I should sleep. @_@
Oh yeah. I'm getting better at taking Vanity Pics. XD
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Monday, October 10, 2005
Listening to: Crickets O_o
I was typing a post before my PC restarted on me. >_< I want a new PC. XP I'm taking a break from studying. (How you interpret this depends on how well you know me. XD)
Anyway. I finally got my hair cut. My hair was already too long for my taste, plus it was getting quite annoying having to manage it. It's the same style, just shorter. :P
Hmm. What else. Oh yeah. Mum went to the province. That means that I'll be having McDonald's for dinner for a while. XD I'll also act as the Mom-Replacement, ironing and washing the dishes. But then again, I do that even when mum's here. O_o
Finals are... well, finals start today. XD I'm currently on an all-nighter to finish studying the Topography and Governments of 16 countries. :D *sarcasm* Yaaaaaaaay. *sarcasm* I hope the exam won't be as horrific as I imagine it to be. My sched will be as follows:Monday, October 10, 2005
English
Contemporary World Geography
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Literature
Math
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Philippine Government and Constitution
Philosophy
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Introduction to Asian Studies
After that I'm free. <3
The subjects that I'm worried about would be Geography and Math. And Philo. =/ Geography because of the sheer amount of things that can show up on the exam. Math because I just suck at math. XD Philo because I never take down notes in Philo. XP
I'm not at all worried about Theology. XD I got a 95 in my Finals grade for Theology, and amazingly enough I managed to get myself a 97 (the highest!) for the end of the first sem. @_@ I have no idea how I got that grade. Geez, I sleep in Theology. XD I've slept in all my classes with male profs. (That'd be Philosophy, Theology, Intro to Asian and PGC) But I sleep the most in Geography. n_n; No wonder I'm going to die in my Geog finals tomorrow. =))
What else.. I heard from a guildmate of mine that our HOL Interview with MTV showed last Wednesday! D:!!! Ironically, I watched last wednesday and nothing showed at 7:30 O_o. Much to my dismay I was told it was showed at 11 in the morning. @_@ There was no way I'd be able to catch it then, since I've got classes then. Hopefully it's just a mixup on the Massive website. XP I mean, that would really suck if it wasn't. T_T
Well, back to studying I go. *yawn* Wish me luck.
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Listening to: Myself Yawning
Well. First off I'm in a better state than I was in my previous post. I'm sure you guys are getting pretty annoyed with how often my mood changes. O_o So far, all's good. :)
Anyway. Today I had my Finals in Theo and in PE. For Theo, I want to stranggle Sir Pabs. He gave us handouts that were roughly 46 pages long to study. With some editing and font changes, I was able to reduce the length to only 16 pages. But still. D: So Sir Pabs gave us this ridiculously long handout to study. o_o Then when the time for Finals came, he didn't give us a test paper, he presented us with a group activity. @_@ WHICH INVOLVED NOTHING FROM THE HANDOUT. Crap. What a waste of paper. We did a group activity on how we'd handle refugees from a flooded barangay, which had Christians, Muslims and Tribal People. I reported. In the end it wasn't so bad. Sir Pabs gave our group a 95.
I cut Asian ( My first cut! D: ) to get ready for my Finals in PE. To all you people who are thinking of going to UST for college, whatever you do, don't take Folk Dance if you're looking for an easy PE. Seriously. XD So we got ready, and much to my dismay we were chosen to perform first. Ack. I did horribly, compared to how I usually do. Lack of practice, plus the fact that I had been a nervous wreck since this morning. Luckily, Ma'am Osiones was in a good mood, and we got a group grade of 1.5, while I got a 2. I walked across UST in my folk dance costume. Lol!
I asked Coco what happened in Asian, and this is what she had to say to me thru YM:
Coco: lam mo ba ung cnabe si sir mabahags kanina!? XD me nagkwento naba sau!? XD
Solstice: wla O_o
Coco: kasi pareho kau ni mick na absent
Coco: tpos sbe ni sir
Coco: "where's ms rigoroso? n22log ba!?"
Coco: tpos sbe ko "no sir, absent po"
Solstice: :))
Coco: tpos sbe nya "si mr mejias din wala..."
Coco: tpos sbe ni dustin ata yun
Coco: "sir absent po"
Solstice: ay
Solstice: AY
Solstice: I think I know where this is going
Coco: tpos sbe ni mabahags
Coco: "nako! baka naman magkasama silang natutulog a."
Coco: tpos kmeng lahat natwa
Solstice: AMP
Coco: ung iba "YIHEEEEE" XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Solstice: AMP YAN
Coco: tpos si aiko wala din
Solstice: :))
Coco: tpos sbe ni sir
Coco: "ano yan? ksma nila ms rigoroso at ni mr mejias na na22log!?"
Coco: XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Coco: AMP
Solstice: =))
Haay. Freaky profs.
I finally finished my character profile for the RF Online RP Contest. I haven't submitted it yet though. I'm still waiting for feedback on it. My dealer in pROSE is going to be on TV! XD Lol! Go Astral! But you won't know it's her, since it was in /noui mode. I hope I get to catch when it's on. :P
I'm sleepy. I sleep now.
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
Listening to: DLed ZoE Songs
I feel really drained right now. Not physically though.
Thursday my group in PE agreed to practice our Folk Dance. As the leader, I tried to rally them up, but we ended up scattered all over the campus. By the time I met up with some of my other groupmates, the rest had gone home. Frustrated, I told them that our next practice would be on Saturday.
Friday, instead of watching Kabog with Coco, RJ, Joseph and Jumbo, I went home early. When I got home and went OL, Mike and Allen played a prank on me. That didn't really bother me, since I wasn't the only one they were playing the prank on. Plus it wasn't a damaging prank either. Then a bunch of my guildmates and I conf-ed and some things happened which involved me becoming very upset. Then I just snapped. I logged out on them and I haven't talked to any of them since.
Oo. Uto-uto ako. I get it. I must seem very shallow to them, getting angry over something like that. Usually I would just brush it off, but it's reached the point where so many things have stacked up and pushed me off the edge. Friday was the pinnacle of my tolerance.
I'm just really tired of a lot of things. I'm tired of stupid people at school. Come to class and stop complaining. I'm tired of inconsiderate people, especially at home. I'm tired of people demanding my attention. I'm tired of being the butt of the joke. I don't care if I sound selfish. I'm really, really tired.
Ever since Friday I've been out of it. Sobrang... wala. I just sit down or lie down tapos... wala. It's like I've exhausted all my emotional reserves, and I'm just running on the fact that I had Pizza Hut for lunch. If one more thing happens, I feel like I'll burst into tears. So I'm hiding, invisible, until I'm stable again.
I miss my girls. If one thing is for certain, it would be that the mere sight of them would cheer me up.
What a drag..
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