- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- VINTAGE
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
- happiness
First there's UST. The 'group' we once had is falling apart, and like Coco said, 'It's every man for himself.' Jayz doesn't stay with us much anymore, and Coco and Arjay took it harder than I did. Now there's a gap between Jayz and those two. And Jumbo has just stopped coming to school completely. Not only that, but for me, I think that there's something missing for me at UST. Things are ok, but when people ask me how it is, I usually say it's 'boring' or 'ok lang'. I still don't fit in. And the fact that I don't have an Org doesn't help either. I can only talk to a handful of people casually.. everyone else seems offstand-ish. It's like, 'Ok, I'm your friend, but not your friend-friend.' God, I miss being able to blog about all the crazy things my girls and I did at school. Now all of that has just disappeared.
Second, emotional conflicts. I'm fscking fickle. Some guild issues. I miss someone. Alot. Ironically I see him nearly every day online. I like a guy I know I can't have but I'm satisfied with just being able to see him and say hi to him. The last one kinda worries me more than it does depress me. XP
Third, I'm turning 17 but my parents still treat me like a kid. Yes, you've heard of this many times now. 17! Shouldn't they let lose? Trust me more! You weren't here during prelim week, but I didn't do anything stupid, did I? I studied while you were gone. I didn't go out while you were gone. Well, once, but I didn't stay out late! And it was with transpo and a chaperone!
Fourth, my parents treat me like I'm doing horribly at school. No. I'm actually doing pretty good. I research, I recite, I pwn English prelim exams! I may not be as good as Jeth but geez.. Just give me credit. I don't even bother to tell you about it anymore.
