- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
I've never really thought of myself as fickle before. Until now. And I don't like it. =/
Arrrgh, I'm bored out of my mind. I've been in front of this PC all day, even when I didn't have anything in particular to do on it. So I've been sitting here blog hopping and such. Sometimes just lying down on the sofa behind me, thinking. Just lounging around on YM, keeping myself open for conversation. I don't know how many times I've written about having to get myself a decent social life or how I should pry myself from the PC. n_n; And no matter how many times I do write about it, I never get around to doing what I say I should do. ~_~
Ever since I learned about the so called 'issue' about our group at school, I've had this uneasy feeling in my gut. Maybe I'm just hungry. :O But seriously, it seems that it has grown out of proportion. O_o People who are in no way related to the original cause of it all are now on our backs. Wth? XP It's so hard to be civil when people really start pushing the envelope on your patience. And I really don't have patience for immature people. Geez, just get a life. I'd much rather give a rat's ass about what they do, but it's starting to tick me off. >_> It's starting to affect us. If they don't back off soon, I'm going to... tell them off in straight English. XP
Woah. Friendster Horoscopes are frighteningly... on the mark for me.
The Bottom Line Some soul searching will turn up all the right answers. What was the question?
In Detail You're not mean-spirited -- not one tiny little bit. You can, however, be goaded into behavior that's beneath you if someone shows anything less than total respect for a worthy cause -- much less one that's near and dear to your heart. If you've already warned them, or if you know they've heard about your recent dealings with someone that impolite, you won't hesitate to come out with both guns blazing. And well you should...
Freaky. And here's the one from a few days ago that has had me thinking.
Once you make up your mind about someone, it's tough to change it, especially if a long-term dispute is at the heart of that opinion. For now, it might be best for you to let all that go, though, no matter what it was, and try to let the past truly become the past. Of course, it all depends on whether the situation is something you can forgive. If so, give it a try. If not, you might as well be as civil as possible.
On the mark, don't you think? (And for those who know, it is on the mark, isn't it?) There are people on YM that I've stealthed because of unsettled... things. I've been thinking of unstealthing since last month, but I never got around to it. n_n; I'm afraid of dealing with what I'll have to deal with when I unstealth them. And there are still the lingering reasons of why I stealthed them in the first place.
This is one thing I noticed about myself. I have a tendency to hide. Like my Invisibility episodes. And when I don't answer texts on my phone. (Although most of the time it's just me misplacing my phone somewhere and totally forgetting about it. XP) I'm like a turtle. Lol! Safeist safeist.
I just found the friendster account of our Philippine Government and Constitution Prof. XD Wahahaha. He doesn't seem like the person who'd make one, even though he seems pretty cool in my opinion. Funneh. XD I've been checking Friendster quite frequently lately, mostly for the horoscope. Sometimes I just click around and I find myself at the same page I find myself at on other days. Yeah..
Mom and Dad left for Hawaii today. It's been 10 hours since their departure (3pm), so they've got about... 8 more hours to go. Wonderful. XP I DO pray that they make it safely. I only realized how much I'd miss them when I text them that I loved them before they boarded the plane and I felt like crying. XP How sappy Ria. I wonder what crazy things I'll do while they're gone? I wonder if I even have the guts to do anything crazy while they're gone. XD
Crap, I'm hungry.
I feel so fickle. And that makes me feel so bad. >_<
Every person deals with problems in different ways, but in the end you have to face them and from my experience its better to do it sooner then later. As time goes on things will just become more of a mess, so do the right thing and get it over with before it starts to eat at you. As for having a social life... I would say you have one! You have people in your life that share mutual interests, live with/near you, and have common culture. Isn't that the definition of a society? So while you sit and ponder the answers to your troubles keep in mind that you have at least one person you can talk to if the need ever arises.