- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
Grey Skies Ahead Listening to: Hale ~ The Day You Said Goodnight
Guia -Don't we all want a license? =P I'll be sure to get a Hale CD when I can. Thanks dear. n_n
Gab -Yeah, I hate that. Playing messenger and fixer-uper isn't glamorous, but we're forced to do it anyway. Thanks to you too. Oh, and I do think it's possible to advance and regress at the same time, but on different planes.
John -Went to the LTO in our provincial city, filled out a bio form, took a test, paid some cash, poof! License. Dunno about how to get one here tho. I think the process is a lot longer if you get one here.
Cai -Yeah, but you know how to commute while I know squat.
Let's start on a happier note, since I think this won't be one of my happier posts.
Since I love Cai so much, here's the pic of the stain on our ceiling. Click if you're really interested.
They're going to paint it over soon.
I went to A1 in SM North for my orientation. Yesterday my mom signed me up for driving lessons. The orientation was 2 hours long, and it was really informative. Our instructor was really animated. After the orientation, I stepped out of A1 and came face to face with Angelica Dela Cruz. O_o She had an ABS-CBN crew with her, and they stepped into A1. I also saw Cho at SM North. Tomorrow I start the actual driving. Just for an hour, here at Ever Comm.
I wasn't able to go to Ms. Pineda's wake. I would have gone, but my dad didn't want to take me. He was busy as well. To add to our distress, one of Jeth's classmates from first year in Claret commited suicide about two days ago. May you rest in peace Adrian Robles. I heard he was also a UST student.
Speaking of UST, I was able to try on my uniform, and tho I was comfortable with it before, I'm not so anymore. Why? Because mom said I looked like a Japanese school girl. @_@ She said it was my hair. I was like, wtf?! That is soo wrong.
It's been raining a lot. It's nice to go out while it's raining. Sometimes I sit on the porch and I just watch. Everything is quiet and all you hear is the rain. I used to walk around with an umbrella (or without one), but the workers scare me. There are so many of them now.
Lately I've been feeling a bit lost. I've been thinking about a lot of things. And you know how it goes. Thinking too much isn't good for you, lol. It makes you feel dumb in the long run. Why is that? Why is it that things get more and more complicated as we grow older? Why do we MAKE things more complicated anyway? It's something I won't understand, because I for one make my life more complicated than it is. It just isn't that simple, right? Things are never that simple. Or are they? Lol. I'm just going in circles. See what I mean about thinking too much?
Thinking again. Thunder rolls in the distance.
I wonder when I'll be ok.
You Are The Wayfarer Guide "I'll show you the way."
Your deep insight and quick wisdom never ceases to amaze those around you. You are the guiding light for many of those you know and are not afraid to help anyone else who asks. Not very many acknowledge your tremendous help and effort, but you do not mind that so much. You've seen what is in store for them, and will be there should they need your help. You enjoy people in general, but are very selective of who you let see the real you. Others see you as an enigma of sorts, a mystery that is seemingly ever changing.
*thinking of Ria* Hmm, I'm not so sure what you'll look like in UST uniform, but if you have a chance, take a picture of yourself. Then we'll prove that your mom's wrong XD
Too much of anything is bad (as everybody knows) but we all live in a fast-paced world and for once, people should, like you, stop for a while and think. Don't ever think that you're lost now, because all of us have a long road ahead. College pa tayo. What more kung may pamilya na?
A lot of people are dying (or would like to die). They just don't know that there is still a life worth living for... and it's bad to waste every minute of it...
And I still want a license. Oh right, we can get our driver's license when we're 18 or so.
Jap school girl, eh? Watch out for more guys in grey, then. >,>
Plane? Metaphysics, hmmm. Now there's a branch worth considering. Wait.
Suicide...shit, I keep dreaming (and daydreaming, though I was only half-conscious) about stopping in front of a hangman's rope in a museum exhibit and being drawn to it. It's scary, now that I've quite gone over this whole foolish suicide thing.
Hahaha, Ria's experiencing Gab syndrome. You know Tool's Lateralus? "Overthinking, over-analyzing separates the body from the mind (tana-na-na-na-noh-noh! XD)" It's a good song. It's a bad habit. XD I guess you can look at me for an example of what happens when you analyze or interpret or think too much. About things that might not even happen or exist. Right? ;;)