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Name: Ria
B-day: September 5, 1988
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Friday, April 22, 2005
Choices
Listening to: Chiksilog

I've never felt self-destructive before. I guess there's a first for everything.

I want to get out of this house. Not like gimmik or anything. I mean, literally, get out of this house. Like crash someone's place for a week or something. My family and I... we're not getting along that well right now. They're coming off as hypocrits for me, and I am becoming a rebellious, disrespectful, sarcastic bitch. [Pardon the profanity.]

Don't you hate it when people make you choose between two things you can't choose between? They put you on a spot by going 'So who will it be?' It's like those stupid reality tv shows like 'The Bachelor'. I really don't like shows like that.. I've had to put up with an experience like this before, and I hated it with all my heart. Now it's happening again. This time it's my parents, and I have to choose between my friends. 'Ria, it's either you go with these people or you go with these people.' Honestly, that's not fair. My girls and I are going out tonight.. I haven't seen them in a long while, and we barely get to talk much. Tomorrow is the gathering of an online community I'm part of, and I haven't seen them since November of last year. Of course, I'm literally dying to see them. But no, I have to choose. It's not a matter of being indecisive. It's the fact that they're making me choose. It's like, one of those questions where two people very important to you are going to die *knocks on wood* but you can only save one, who would you pick? Of course, you're going to try and save the both of them.

This summer, so far, has been.. crazy. Ups and downs. Like the needle on a Ritcher Scale during an earthquake. One moment you're high, high up in the sky. The next thing you know, you're crashing down, down into the ground.

Off to Eastwood I go. I'll post later.


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2 Reflections

Sometimes choices people would give could be a "matter of life and death" *knocks on wood* ^_^. But, no matter what happens, don't let them control your life. If they give you these kind of situations, at least, they should also give you time to decide. It's not like you're a wizard who could just make everything work out (and you also can't split yourself in half).

These choices comes in hand in hand with life *remembers lecture in CRT*. We can't ignore them. Just think what's best for you. If they don't understand, then explain it to them. No matter what happens, even if they're your parents, the only one who could understand you is... YOU.

Hmm, mukhang nagrerebelde na ako ah XD

By Blogger senyora maestra, at 8:52 AM  

...COME TO MY HOUSE! XD

By Blogger Gela, at 1:44 PM  

Look into the Mirror?

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