- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- VINTAGE
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
- happiness
Belated Happy SAD! Listening to: Yellowcard ~ Only One
I had an entry for last night, but ironically we lost power, and I lost my entry along with it.
Nothing much happend on the 14th. Cai went home early because she had a fever. I had a headache after lunch, but luckily I was able to get some Biogesic from Mrs. Pineda. I got invited to the UP Fair by one of my guildmates, James. O_o (This guy thing is certainly starting to get more and more complicated.) But having gone out on saturday, I said no. My family and I had dinner at D' Marks, at Royale Place. After that, we had drinks at Easy Street. I had no idea that a Virgin Mary was tomato juice. O_o But I was able to change my order to a Sherly Temple. :P Went home, and stayed up until 12. My family was partially drunk, so they fell asleep right away. I on the other hand stayed up late and experienced the power loss. n_n;
I seriously need to get some decent sleep. And actually do my homework as well.
Racine shared some of the chocolate she got from Maku with us. Yummeh. I asked her what it was like to love. She said that for her, almost everything is the same, but it just seems more... wonderful. (Maku says: to love is to show someone or make someone feel that he/she is important in any way possible even with little things :P (thats what i do for racine :P ) The rest of the day was a blur again. n_n; Oh, for the first time, I read my Teenstar book seriously. It was after Racine pointed out to me the Courtship and Dating chatper. XD
I want to save the relationship I have with Matt. A lot of people think that it isn't worth saving, or that it just can't be saved anymore. Well. I don't think that way. Haha. It's just so hard because everytime something is done for the better, something happens and it just gets worse. =/ Why? I can't help but ask that question. He likes to blame himself for everything. I don't even start because we'll just argue. But I realized in Prosec today that it's easier to blame one's self. Well, for me at least. Because I, knowing all of my shortcomings the best, can easily justify why. But why must we always blame someone?
Man, it's nearly 12:30 now. If my post isn't making much sense, it's because I need to sleep.
Thursday is comming up fast. I don't know for sure what's going to happen. I already have one possibility in mind. Whether I'm right or not is yet to be seen.
