- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- VINTAGE
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
- happiness
Happy Birthday Dad! Listening to: American Idiot ~ Greenday
I guess I'll write my blog entry for today while I curse over my failed attempts to connect to RO and as I listen to my mom snore happily behind me.
This week was uneventful, pretty much. I learned that my Physics teacher watches the RO Animation, and I also found out that my Lit. teacher plays RO. O_o Funky.
Yesterday we celebrated dad's 52nd birthday at Kowloon, this restaurant behind City Hall. It was ok; I danced a bit. I square-danced! But dang, it was tiring. I went home early with my brother because we were so tired. =P Then today, I had my USTET, my last college entrance exam! :D Well, that's if I don't take the SAT. I almost overslept, but luckily I'm used to rushing in the morning, so no problem there. After the USTET, I commuted with Racine to National Bookstore, where we ate lunch. I finally bought myself an El Filibusterismo book! But it's not Obra Maestra. n_n; Better a book than none tho, right?
Argh, I'm so lazy today. >_> I don't want to go so school tomorrow. X_x It's so bleh right now.
I feel like I'm getting too much attention online. >_< I go Invisible on YM more and more often now, and even on RO I'm not spared! x_x;; I've already had one experience there, I don't want another one please. Honestly, I'm not interested in having a relationship, yet when I try to say that, they take it the wrong way or make it look like I'm being heartless. What's so wrong with being friends?
Sweet and citrus, your angst comes from your social life. Perhaps you're accustomed to having lots of friends around and yet currently you're feeling lonely. Perhaps you hang out with a bunch of difficult people that really wear you down. Perhaps you're worried about your friends' loyalties and motives. Perhaps you're realizing that your life is too busy and too many people want your attention. Just take a couple steps back, a few deep breaths, and a quick self-inventory and think about how you really ought to live your life and treat others. Don't worry, it'll clear up soon.
Checklist Listening to: Vindicated ~ Dashboard Confessional
I nearly poisoned myself today. >_<
HAVE YOU EVER:
[x] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[x] kissed someone.
[x] ridden a taxi.
[x] been dumped. (Something like it.)
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[ ] broken a bone
[ ] been hit by a car.
[x] snuck out of your parents' house.
[ ] been in a mosh pit.
[ ] celebrated new year's in times square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[x] been to europe.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost a family member.
[x] played Clue.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] been ice skating.
[ ] cheated on somebody.
[x] been cheated on. (Something like it.)
[ ] had your tonsils removed.
[x] driven.
DO YOU:
[ ] have a boyfriend.
[ ] have a girlfriend.
[ ] have a crush.
[x] feel loved
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy
[ ] hate yourself.
[x] think you're attractive.
[x] have a cat. (Our house has cats.)
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[ ] listen to rap
[ ] listen to country.
[x] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to techno.
[ ] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[>] get good grades.
[x] have slippers.
[ ] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.
ARE YOU:
[ ] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[x] ok.
[ ] handsome.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[x] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[x] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[ ] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[x] asian.
[ ] short.
[ ] tall.
[x] medium height
[ ] grounded.
[x] sick. (I'm sick in the head.)
[x] mad.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[ ] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[ ] "involved"
[x] talking to someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] watching the Olympics
[x] done with this
Rocking on~ Listening to: Hands Down ~ Dashboard Confessional
Once again I've neglected my online duties of updating my blog and numerous other online communities. -_-;;
Well, a lot has happened over the last 2 weeks, but I've pretty much forgotten them all. n_n;;
OH~! We have kittens! XD Well, not really 'we', but more like the kittens and their mother have taken residence on out front porch. :P The kittens (there are 2) hide in the pots.. XD They're so cute. Gela, Racine and Camilla want them, so yeah. Hahaha.
When I think about who I am... I always want to believe that I'm a free spirit. Someone who can do anything and everything, held back by nothing. Like a sheer scarf in the wind, gracefully floating to where ever the wind may take it. I have dreams. I just don't know they are yet.
