AlmØst SØmewhere : Stolen Glances

JE ME SUIS

Name: Ria
B-day: September 5, 1988
Location: QC, Philippines
DevArt: nayomi-chan
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A Glance

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WISHFUL

- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- VINTAGE
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE
~~- an underwater camera~~
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
- happiness

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Saturday, September 04, 2004

You know...

Listening to: Music I wish I could drown in~

I don’t update my blog that much anymore, even if I’m online all the time. And when I can’t go online when I want to, I get irritated and frustrated. It’s like a part of me is inaccessible. I wonder what has made me so drawn to the internet. Now that I think about it, my real life is suffering because of the gravity my computer has on me. I mean, I got sick this week because I’ve been staying up late. Too late. =/ I didn’t update last night because I fell asleep early. My main frustration is: I have no sense of self-control what so ever. No sense of responsibility, no set of priorities, no goals. Well, that’s what my dad said. And that’s what my mom always says. Yes, I feel so encouraged.

Friday I was uber giddy. Like, Gela giddy. I mean, I was generally happy, even if my whole week at school had been total hell, even if I was nearly falling asleep in class, putting up with a sore and reluctant-to-move body, and dealing with abdominal pains. (*sarcasm* Yay for Softball Practice and Intrams! :D *sarcasm*) But now I feel like… like crap. I had no classes today, no more sore body, and no more abdominal pains, but I feel like crap. Can anyone ask me how ironic this situation is? Whatever.

Today I went with my dad and my mom to take my brother to school, because afterwards we were to look for cloth for my cosplay. On the way back, my dad asked me when the cosplay was. I told him. Then he asked me when the ACET was. I told him. (They’re both on the same day) Then he asked me what time the cosplay was, and I told him. Then he asked what time the ACET was. I thought for a moment, and told him I wasn’t sure.

He then said really sarcastically, “Wow, she knows what time the cosplay is, but not the ACET!”

Ouch Dad. Ouch.

Fine. I don’t have my priorities straight. I don’t have anything straight for that matter. Fine, I’m not as responsible as Jeth or my other classmates or my friends. Fine, I don’t know how to budget my time. Fine, I’m selfish. Fine, I’m not your little girl. Fine, I’m not an honor student. Fine, I’m inconsiderate. Fine, I waste energy. Fine, I have to put my act together. Fine.

Happy? :(

I don’t want tomorrow to come anymore.

{/3:41 PM} - { 2

2 Reflections

*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug* -gelabo

By Anonymous, at 4:33 PM

hang in there, nay-chan. everyone goes through the undeniable "i'm worthless, my life has no direction, and no one understands me" phase. of course such words would surely not bring you any comfort. just as well, i'll say: there's light at the end of the tunnel. slimy creatures in the murky water could get you down...just keep on going.Ü

By - litol figgy -, at 3:09 PM

Look into the Mirror?

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