- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- VINTAGE
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
- happiness
Blackout in the Northeast! It sounds weird hearing it on CNN and FOX. Then again, there were a lot of places that were affected, so it's understandable. We really depend on electricity now a days. Seeing photos from NYC with the traffic jams, people walking in the streets and commuters sleeping everywhere, I just imagined what it would be like if we really used up all of our energy resources. Conserve energy! It's not to late!!! [I hope.] Here are some pictures of the blackout in NYC taken by the moderator of imood.com.
About being forgotten.... I feel like I'm being abandoned by my family. It's a stupid thing to say, but them going to Virginia and all.... it makes me feel all alone. Solitude is okay, but loneliness is different. I feel so left behind. My mom keeps on talking to me about what would happen if anything were to happen to them; where the Bonds are, where my parent's wills are, where we keep our important documents... but I just don't want to think about it. It's selfish, but I really don't care that much at the moment. We're all being inconsiderate to each other. Everytime I start to miss my brother, he does something that makes me feel like I shouldn't miss him.
He had his farewell party yesterday; we all had a lot of fun. Now I know I'll miss him no matter what he does or says to me. u.u I don't knw how to let him go.... I don't know if I can let him go.
