- find out what I want in life
- this moment to happen
- be a Dean's List-er
- learn how to ride a motorcycle
- go skydiving
- go scuba diving
- make my own blog layout
- learn how to use Flash
- travel more
- improve my drawing skills
- VINTAGE
- go to a Flea market
- a Tarot Card Deck
- fashion sense
- femme outfits
- witty t-shirts
- vintage clothes and accessories
- make my own clothes!
- go on a shopping spree
- contribute to WWF
- a DSLR
- bake something
- A CAR
- A CAR THAT I CAN DRIVE - an underwater camera
- cosplay again
- visit my online friends
- stop being a safeist
- happiness
Ok. It hasn't sunken in yet, so I'll take this opportunity to post it now before I become increasingly depressed.
My aunt died early this morning... cancer. Tristan and Pocholo's mom. I'm scared to go to Iriga now... I dunno. Maybe I'm in denial or something.. Even my father pointed out that in a span of roughly four years, we've lost many of those close to us. Chiara, Eddie boy, Cheif, Indy, Uncle Sonny, Lolo Ernie, Lolo Judge and now Auntie Jing-jing. It's like some sick coincidence. Even freakier, at around 11:30 last night, something 'flashed' in my eyes. I was freaked out to find out she died early this morning...
I'm not sure what I'm going to do when I het to Iriga. I'm probably going to become moral support.. I hope I can handle it this time.